Transparent Impulse

I kept the dusty telescope Hidden in the attic loft It hasn't found a single planet But it keeps the darkness soft The world outside is loud and rushed No one looks up at the ceiling But here, between the wooden beams I hold onto a forgotten feeling I'm drawing lines on tattered paper A blueprint only I can read It's the only place where I can plant The special kind of hopeful seed The architect of the tiny star Is working hard inside this room It doesn't shine for anyone far It just lights up this lonely gloom A memory, a quiet vow Engraved right here, right now My tiny star, only mine A perfect, beautiful design I remember all the words you said Beneath the streetlights' flickering haze That even dust can gather up the light And guide us through the winding maze I trace the map of constellations Where every scar is a bright spot This messy, flawed imagination Is everything the world is not The architect of the tiny star Is working hard inside this room It doesn't shine for anyone far It just lights up this lonely gloom A memory, a quiet vow Engraved right here, right now My tiny star, only mine A perfect, beautiful design And if the sky should ever break apart If the whole world decides to disappear I'll build it back inside my empty heart I have the blueprints, I have them here The architect of the tiny star Is working hard inside this room It doesn't shine for anyone far It just lights up this lonely gloom A memory, a quiet vow Engraved right here, right now My tiny star, only mine A perfect, beautiful design

Look up at the sky, shadows overflow Only the wind's voice is calling me Bottled-up feelings, I can't let go Walking today, on this ride of tears A voice inside my heart, screaming in vain Lost in the silence, it echoes my pain But I can't stop, my pulse won't lie Chasing the light, through the darkened sky It's okay to cry before the night breaks Throw everything out, this ride of tears Pierce through the darkness, keep running Hold the light of hope deep in your chest Memories of pain, shadows of doubt Whispering softly, trying to pull me down Yet every heartbeat pushes me forward Through the storm, I won't turn around The fear inside is screaming still But I feel the strength to climb this hill I won't look back, the past fades away Guided by hope, into a brighter day It's okay to cry before the night breaks Throw everything out, this ride of tears Pierce through the darkness, keep running Hold the light of hope deep in your chest All the pain, all the doubt, let it go Melt into the wind, let the freedom show Unlock the key inside your heart Embrace the tears and the smiles, a brand new start It's okay to cry before the night breaks Throw everything out, this ride of tears Pierce through the darkness, keep running Hold the light of hope deep in your chest Endless ride, it won't ever stop

星がきらきら 夢のよう 君の声が 風にのる 夜空のキャンバスに 描いた愛 星降る夜に 君といたい 願い事を ひとつだけ 星降る夜に そばにいて この気持ち 届けたい 月が微笑む 静かな空 君の笑顔 思い出す 心の中で 燃える灯火 星降る夜に 君といたい 願い事を ひとつだけ 星降る夜に そばにいて この気持ち 届けたい 光る星たち ささやくように 君と私を 導いてく 無限の空に 愛を探そう 星降る夜に 君といたい 願い事を ひとつだけ 星降る夜に そばにいて この気持ち 届けたい

Glass on the floor splinters of me Shadows stretch long across my chest I can't find the pieces to fit back A puzzle that fights back fights back Shatter me slowly break me apart Tear through the skin expose my heart I’m screaming I’m screaming I’m screaming for you But I’m just an echo lost in the blue Rain on the rooftop pounding like doubt Dripping through cracks I can’t seal out Hands on my face but they don’t feel mine Who am I this time this time Every breath cuts like glass Every step breaks the past Shatter me slowly break me apart Tear through the skin expose my heart I’m screaming I’m screaming I’m screaming for you But I’m just an echo lost in the blue I’m a house of cards in a hurricane Each word a match igniting my pain Say my name say it again And I’ll come undone undone undone Every breath cuts like glass Every step breaks the past Shatter me slowly break me apart Tear through the skin expose my heart I’m screaming I’m screaming I’m screaming for you But I’m just an echo lost in the blue

空が青く 少し遠く 揺れる影の中 僕は息を止めた 街灯が途切れる 夜の端を歩く 冷たい空気が 皮膚を撫でていった 時計の音が 響いて消える 確かなものは 何一つない 透き通る悲しみを 連れてゆく夜に 灰色のメロディを ただ響かせていく 明けない空の下 僕はまだ歌う ビタースウィートな明日を ただ描いていく 君の声重い 足音重ねて 光探すけど 指は空を切った 触れた指の跡が 少しずつ滲んで 抽象的な幻 抱きしめて走る 重なる静寂 理由を捨てて 加速する鼓動に すべてを預けた 透き通る悲しみを 連れてゆく夜に 灰色のメロディを ただ響かせていく 明けない空の下 僕はまだ歌う ビタースウィートな明日を ただ描いていく さよならなんて どこにもないよ この一瞬が 永遠に変わる 透き通る悲しみを 連れてゆく夜に 灰色のメロディを ただ響かせていく 明けない空の下 僕はまだ歌う ビタースウィートな明日を ただ描いていく ただ響かせていく 遠くへ ただ響かせていく 彼方へ

灰色の空が僕を包む 繰り返す日々の終わりはどこに 答えなんて探しもしない ただ歩く影 ただ過ぎる風 時計の針は止まらない 僕の心はどこにある 逃げ出したい この檻の中 自由の風を探している 遠くへ行こう 遠くへ行こう 重ねた嘘はもういらない 窓の外には変わらぬ街 ネオンの光に隠れた嘘 耳を塞いでも聞こえる声 「ここから出て行け」と囁く 逃げ出したい この檻の中 自由の風を探している 遠くへ行こう 遠くへ行こう 重ねた嘘はもういらない 星のない夜に月が笑う 「お前の夢はどこにある」 問いかけられて気づいたんだ 僕の鍵はここにあった 逃げ出せるさ この檻の中 自由の風が吹き抜けていく 遠くへ行こう 遠くへ行こう 僕の鍵はここにあるから